Doors of Despair

I slept quietly
Life was simple, life was easy
I listened to music, I laught
I lived in my world with my friends
Nonetheless a morning all fell over
When Aphrodyte leant on me
With a smile to knock down Appolon
With eyes as deep as oceans' abyss
Paradise opened his arms to me
I just demanded to plunge into
But it was too beautiful to be real
Paradise called me, it wants me it wanted me
I couldn't move, I was paralysed
Its songs were purer than merdmaids' squealings
However I was trussed up in my world
Songs fell silent
I thought that all of this was finished
But I was too young for having a good judgement
The sky clouded darkened
I was just in the eye of the storm
I couldn't do a half turn, i twas too late
I was sucked in
I flew, I had wings
I knew all the happiness of the world
Paradise was in front of me
Happiness grew in my soul
I was enslave by this tune
My trip was ending
I was arriving under the doors
But doors were closing
I'm quickening the pace
It's too late
Doors are bolted
Storm is finished
I can't do anything
I try to cling
Truth call me
I don't want to come back
But the choise isn't still mine
I let go
I fall, I fall
My fall doesn't want to succeed
It doesn't want to shorten my fear
I fall quicker and quicker
My pain seems to have no end
My strenghts desert me
I'm not aware of time
I don't know who I am
My blood boils of terror
My reason lets place to madness
And my incongruous-likeness soul
Soon nail to groud will be
And will never again rise